It has been around a month, I haven’t heard his voice once. And days are passing like tiny drops of water. I regularly go to my WhatsApp list open the Archived messages the first contact name which is him glows.
You don’t have any idea how many times in a day I unblock you, and only back space knows the urge within me.
But my question to self is “do I really want him?” “After 7years I’m back again from where I had started. My journey has been again on the same verge of life which I had left long ago. He was the one who pulled you back, he was the one who left you behind, so is there any reason left to hear his voice?”
Giving him all myself I did love him. At some point of time I had only aim in my life to marry him and make him happy. But who knew making him happy could cost me my own like.
For an instance I would have forgiven him too, if he wouldn’t had trashed me in public. That event is still circulating in my mind and I start bubbling in anger.
Though being stuck in life just because of him I’m contented that he’s settled, it was a terrible night when I saw his wedding card, within 2 months he moved on, only my pillow knew the pain of my heart.
But I don’t know still why on every morning I have to remind myself,
Good morning dear, it’s another day without him.
–asked by my beloved to post
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Night brings negatives and when I read this I became so sad 🙁
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Yes Richa!! I felt bad for her too
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You have written it wonderfully!
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Thank u so much
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Very touching. I tend to hurt when I read this as this is the ongoing battle of “if you love them, let them go”.
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Yeah! Exactly . Thank u for stopping by
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beautifully written, i think everyone has been there sometime; the eternal struggle to Move on
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Yes may be.. May be when someone is in relationship they built a kind of habit to stay together in their state of mind hence it forms a great difficulty to get over it
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I can feel the emotions on this post. If you were able to live today knowing he’s gone yesterday, you’ll do good today as well as the days after!
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Thank you for stopping by.. Its hard for some one it’s possible to do it
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As I read this, I reflected to some things in my own life. I felt the pain, I knew the tears and the anger. I endured the disbelief when he moved on.., wow- while the story itself is sad…. The writing is wonderful. Thank you for sharing!!
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Thank you for stopping by and reviewing it please stay connected for further more stories..
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Love is a gamble, if you give it your all, you will lose it all…..
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Yes very well said friend
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Wow baby….veryyy nice
Its the most difficult phase of life.when you have to learn how to live without “him”
And when you have habit of those goodmrng msg then its like a hell to wake up and see the phone.
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Very true dear.. Its just heart drenching
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Poignant !! Sometimes it is too hard to overcome over a few relationships !!
you have put most emotions in your words.. !! good work!
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Sure shraddha will do it.. And thanks for stopping by
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Thank u so much
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Congratulations ❤. I am excited to read your answers 😍
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For sure dear.. Once I get free I will post the answers
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bahut hi umda post hai ye isme mujhe ek line bahut hi jyada pasand aaya or mujhe andar tak chua wo hai ki sirf mera takiye ko yah pata tha ki yah ek bhyanak raat thi
bahut hi behtarin line use kiya hai apne apne bhaw ko batane ke liye bahut khub shraddha ji
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Thank u Danish ji
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heart’s touching post
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Thank u so much
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Nice one
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You are awesome… I too miss but I can never gather so much emotions on the notepad to make my post come alive…
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It’s just a voice for ppl like us u write very well dear
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Thanks a lot…😊
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Such a sad tale that she has to be reminded of such a bad past by a painful memory. Every little thing can remind her of him.
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Yes Roy but she will be fine soon
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I’m sure she will. She seems strong. 🙂
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☺️☺️
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🙂
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Beautifully constructed !!
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Thank u ❤️❤️
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Young love, old love, leaving and grieving , our reckless hearts live on, as our souls suffer the scars of life.
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Very well said uncle.. This only an experience person can describe
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Heart-wrenching. Absolutely gorgeously expressed
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Thank u so much
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Very well written.This phase of life is always heart taking. Life becomes impossible, incomplete and yet we learn to struggle and confront such situation.👏
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Yeah every unusual even gives us strength!! Thank u again
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absolutely beautiful!
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Thank u so much dear
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Your post is such a common feeling of those who have had a relationship end, especially if it is not our choice. This takes some time to get over and heal. Please read my post “Why would you want to live with someone who is not “In Love” with you? There are a large number of other posts on my site that deal with exactly what You expressed in this piece! Very well done!
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Thank u so much for stopping by!! Very well explained. I will surely look at your blogs!! Have a nice day
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